Words often fail me, and there is not other way to describe how I feel than to turn to the lyrics of a song...when I don't know what to say I can usually find what I want to say in the lyrics of a song.
"Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and I know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone
Hear I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
You are my only one"
Welcome
Here's a little bit about me: Since I was little I have always wanted to be a writer and lucky me - I actually have an outlet that others visit. I like to work hard and play even harder. I have two children that amaze my daily and keep me on my toes. I love music - which is why I have a tendancy to insert the entire lyrics of songs in my blog. I honestly think that music says what we are all dying to say but can't get right. Communication is a wierd thing and music is the answer - for me.
I'm a twittering twit - so come say hey - my Twitter handle is camabigail.
This fight is all too familiar
It feels like the million we?ve had before
I don?t see it ending differently
I don?t see you ever being who you promised me
you would be
I tried. I failed.
I can?t keep it together
You want me to change
I tried ? I changed.
And now you don?t like the real me
So here I sit with all this regret
With all this pain
Hoping it?s not contagious
That it won?t spread to them
Because they deserve better
You don?t get to love me just because I left
The only fear you have
Is being alone
They say that trust has to be earned. Earned how exactly? By loving someone unconditionally? By being there and being supportive of them every step of the way? But what if the same person that you love unconditionally will NEVER trust you? What if you trusted them completely only to be told you are untrustworthy? What would you do?